2022.01.20 10:31 Dizzy-Sun1560 Weird situation between my crush and I
I need to vent a little
Hi, I have autism and it causes multiple problems between him and I.
Most of the time my emotions are completely neutral and his emotions are most of the time really really strong. We both like each other but rn it's really complicated and a relationship isn't possible for the moment.
I'm someone who always try to find a logic in each situation without thinking about feelings because I don't understand them, what makes me feel strong emotions are my specific interests.
And it makes him pretty angry and sad because I don't talk to him about my feelings and he thinks it's because I don't trust/like him, when I tell him I trust him and don't talk about my feelings because they are neutral he tells me that I'm a liar.
Yesterday I was having a meltdown in front of him (when it happens I feel completely empty, I'm barely able to talk, noises and touches are hurting me,...) and he started raising his voice at me telling me I should tell him what's going on, that he's just trying to help me, asking me why I treat him like sh!t,... He also said that he sometimes want to stop talking to me because of it.
When I try to tell him that most of the time everything is neutral he tells me that it's not possible and that he knows better because he has been to a psych ward. He doesn't understand that it's possible to have a conversation without using arguments, he constantly needs to win arguments and he's really strong at it.
Also whenever I do something wrong he gets mad and tells me I have to do something to get his forgiveness, when I ask him to explain to me with facts and not with just saying "I'm unhappy" why what I did is wrong he tells me that I should understand and that I'm acting like a robot.
I don't dare to tell him how I feel and what I think because he'll tell me I have no humor or that I'm guilt tripping him.
I also have a tic disorder and he keep triggering them on purpose even tho he knows they hurt me, does everything to make me have the N-word as a tic,...
He also hit everyone as a game, he hit his friend multiple times with a chaine, she ended up with the mark of the chain on her back and this morning I discovered a pretty big bruise on the back of my shoulder.
I feel like he's right and that I'm just a dissapointment to him, I have absolutely no idea how I could do to make everything fine between him and I.
He's joking when he does all that and maybe I don't understand it because of my autism ?
I don't know what to do and can't talk to anyone about it
Sorry if there are spelling mistakes, English isn't my first language.
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2022.01.20 10:31 throwaway_mahdp I had a dream with my SP and later it (kinda) became a reality?
Ok so my SP is a person who I don't actually know personally. I just really want to meet him someday and I've been manifesting that.
On December 19th he appeared in my dream in which we were walking down the sidewalk right next to a very busy street in the night and we had to be careful cause cars were passing very fast and close to us.
I haven't heard about him since December until today. He was talking in his podcast about a situation on December 30th when he and his friend were walking on a sidewalk VERY close to the street and they had to be careful cause they were kinda drunk. And it was night too.
Idk is it a coincidence? There were a few times when we were thinking about the same thing at the same time and other things like that. I kinda forgot about him until now.
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2022.01.20 10:31 joebot74889 Anyone else that gets them the day after their trigger?
I have been dealing with a lot of PVCs/PACs since Summer. I always knew that Alcohol triggered mine, but now exercise seems to cause them aswell. I'm 21 and generally healthy, never exercised a lot. I never get these nasty palpitations during exercise or during recovery, but only the day after. Sometimes for several days. None of the doctors could actually explain why that is.
I had a holter and my cardiologist told me they're benign and there's no need to worry. I know I'm not gonna die from them, but the development over the last months is so annoying. I can't even go for a 20 minute jog without getting palpitations the next day. Not knowing what caused this sudden shift is also really annoying.
I would love to do something positive for my heart by exercising more but right now it's just not worth it. I talked with an electrophysiologist who told me that I should keep doing it, but I wonder what would happen. Does anyone here react to exercise just as bad? Do you just push through it? And is there anyone here that only feels them the day AFTER?
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Good morning, everyone.
I've recently become interested in the idea of archiving and restoration. However, I have no idea how I would get a foot into the door with a career path such as this one. To give a bit of background; I'm currently in school, gearing toward a degree in Electronic Media and Broadcasting. However, I'd love to try and pair skills in that major, with one along the lines of archiving.
If anyone has any resources, tips or general words I would greatly appreciate it.
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