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What do you do when you feel unconditionally subjugated by dysphoria

2021.11.29 02:07 TheUsefulWeb What do you do when you feel unconditionally subjugated by dysphoria

(vent incoming)
I cannot concentrate on anything without being hit with an obsessive thought, and it’s really starting to inhibit my ability to put my mind on anything else (e.g. schoolwork, socializing, etc). Everyday is always a bad one mood-wise; though I’ve never actually “hurt myself,” my mind feels like it’s actively seeking to kill me out of my control. For fucks sake, it’s hard to even look at other women, especially passing trans women, without pushing me to either a panic attack or a depressive episode. Not to mention, I feel like I’m being treated like an animal by a lot of other trans people I attempt to talk to online. And I’m constantly concentrated on the question of whether this is all a fetish or whether I even have it shitty enough to access any sort of resources because of how guilty I feel, or even the guilt I feel from even wanting to be a sex contradictory to what I’ve been born as. It feels like I don’t want to be happy or satisfied despite the desires existing, as if I feel too alienated from society to want to participate in it.
Yet, not even I understand why I’m so concerned with something that appears so trivial as my gender identity. I feel like “transitioning” to a woman just seems unrealistic and like a pipe-dream for me personally, and I’ve become so unconcerned with transitioning and more concerned with wanting to find some sort of alternative treatment like electroconvulsive therapy or other brain stimulation (and yes I know they have not been proven to work). There is no way I’m going to live after 30 like this.
I would imagine this is not supposed to be something that 16-year-olds typically should be feeling, and I feel like it’s far too late for any worthwhile conventional treatment as my childhood has been stolen from me. I don’t want to sound like this is a generic rant; please forgive me. I am very stuck on what I should be doing right now to better myself. I feel entirely powerless.
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