2021.11.29 02:36 minihippie22 How should we deal with these reoccurring thoughts?
For the past year and a half now, I’ve been stuck battling my emotions I feel. Here’s some context.
Im a 16 year old boy. In the summer of last year, I discovered what magic mushrooms were. Did my research, then in October, I took 3.5gs of magic mushrooms. I took them with intent to see pretty colors while my wall danced. In return, the universe reality checked me. And it did not hold back.
I won’t explain my actual experience on this sub, but long story short, It completely flipped my view on life, and changed me unexpectedly. I went through a 6-month existential-depressive episode, where I felt as if I had no purpose in life, and was constantly searching for the “old-me.” But the truth was, I was a clean slate, with no sense of direction. I felt more confused and alone than anything at the time.
I began smoking weed pretty frequently in a attempt to suppress how I was feeling, until I was caught by my parents in may. This, also, was a hard moment for me, as I disappointed my dad more than anything, and felt so much guilt.
I quit, and then tried focusing on bettering myself for good, leaving all those emotions and feelings behind. Over the summer, I got a job, tried working out, and started picking up hobbies. But nothing worked.
Now it’s november, and I feel just as confused as I did last year. I am not okay in the head I feel, but other days I am. I don’t know if its my experience with such a powerful tool that shaped me this way, or if I’m just experiencing normal teenage angst.
I’m sorry if this was a long read, or if I didn’t really make clear how I’m feeling. But I don’t really know how I’m feeling. Also, if this doesn’t belong in this sub I will remove it, but I wasn’t sure where else to go.
I am still very grateful to have experienced all I have in life, yet I still struggle. Religion, identity, social status, etc. have all been other problems I face as well, but this is what I struggle with the most.
Experimenting with these plants at my age is not something I take pride in whatsoever, and I apologize if that wasn’t clear either.
My whole life, I’ve been told how much of lovable and fun person I am, and I just feel like im losing that side of me. I just want to know if I make any sense, or if I even have a valid reason to feel the way I do. I want to know if I’ll do something great in life, that will help others, or if I’ll just end up living a life with nothing to show for it.
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2021.11.29 02:36 Legendarydukez Cooling the Ryzen 7 5800x
I'm picking our parts for my pc and I'm wondering will the Coolermaster Hyper 212 be good enough to cool my non-overclocked cpu? I know thwe chip runs hot but I also have a good airflow case (Corsair 4000d airflow) so I'm hoping this cooler will do fine.
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2021.11.29 02:36 asspicz Message me to trade girls nudes. Need to have their instagrams to go with it.
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2021.11.29 02:36 Fartells Rattlesnake ledge
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2021.11.29 02:36 hmg9194 Finally made it to selection, empty. KEEP TRYING!
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2021.11.29 02:36 aoja17 Song choice at Kendall’s party
At the very beginning of the party, when Ken meets the siblings, ScHoolboy Q’s ‘Man of the Year’, is playing loudly.
Thought it was a great song choice by the writers/set designers/production. Song is full of braggadocio, being the ‘Man of the Moment,’ which is what Kendall is desperately trying to hold on to
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2021.11.29 02:36 omaredditer PRO-LIFE DEBATE discord server is where both pro-choicers and pro-lifers come to debate with each other peacefully! we would love to have you in this relatively new server!
2021.11.29 02:36 BoneStarr Leaves on my Philodendron are starting to go brown, it's also getting cracks. Am I not watering enough? I water lightly once every 7-10 days and the plant gets decent light as you can see, can I stop this before it gets worse?
2021.11.29 02:36 GroggleNozzle To whoever needs to hear this:
You are loved. You may not be pretty, or perfect, or feel special, but you are loved. You are perfect to me, you matter so much to the people around you, you are so much more than you every thought about yourself. You are loved beyond imagination... Remember that always..
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2021.11.29 02:36 forceez Dogs meeting at family gathering. What to do?
We're bringing out 7 month old puppy to meet my 12YO retriever family dog for the first time. I've requested that we take both dogs down the road for a walk so they're able to meet on neutral grounds - however my brother insists that "they'll be alright" and "(family dog) listens to me". I'm bringing our metal crate along with us so we have a safe space for the puppy if need be.
What else can we do? I'll push for them to meet in the yard but I'm a bit pessimistic about my brother's approach of just letting the experience unfold and seeing what happens.
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2021.11.29 02:36 wbradleyjr1 Mom Charged With Felony for Questioning School’s Curriculum
2021.11.29 02:36 sweetiecassie Who can light my cigarette for me x
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2021.11.29 02:36 Affectionate_Golf214 🔥🔥Cyber Monday SALE 50%OFF $19.69 KOOTU Bike Saddle Bag
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2021.11.29 02:36 burneraccountt26 Belly numbness on/around belly button.. could it be scarred tissue from past surgeries?
I had my gallbladder and appendix out through my belly button both within the past 5 or so years. And one quite recent. Wondering if this type of scarred tissue could be what is causing my current situation. It’s like slight numbness around my bellybutton area. Like the type when you sleep on your arm right before it becomes pins and needles, just like slightly numb. Just trying to figure out what the cause of it is and thinking this is likely it?
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2021.11.29 02:36 sleepysalamancer LF: Ditto FT: Shiny stone, drifloon
I need a ditto for breeding. I can trade a shiny stone, heart scale, or I’m breeding some drifloons right now (not competitive IV’s). Drop a room code if you wanna trade :)
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2021.11.29 02:36 Gabe_TV1234 "Princess anna of arendele" Torin + ornament + toe pick
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2021.11.29 02:36 KitsuneRisu What if Korea managed to colonies web the America's, the natives are loyal to Korea and the whole of the America's is already under Joseon rule when Christopher Columbus arrived?
2021.11.29 02:36 ChronoKix Alan Ritchson as Cyclops
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2021.11.29 02:36 FrenchFryFatale *Meaningless words here*
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2021.11.29 02:36 Amazing_Philosophy75 کیا سر کارشون گذاشتن تو کامنت لینک ردیتشونو میزارم برید جرشون بدید
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2021.11.29 02:36 Kcatlol I just can’t get myself to like how Gossip Girl is in the reboot
Yes, deuxmoi is basically the real life Gossip Girl, but it’s still so different to me. The concept of Hossip Girl in the original was to expose the secrets/scandals of teens from elite families. In the reboot, Gossip Girl and the GG blasts just aren’t giving… part of it is knowing who GG is ruins the immersion especially since it’s the corny teachers.
It’s also because in the reboot GG is already so huge and it’s basically TMZ/deuxmoi posting gossip about celebrities at this point… rather than private school students.
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2021.11.29 02:36 llamaratsbane Halo Infinite - Created by Ollie Hoff
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2021.11.29 02:36 ThatAnimeAndMangaFan Why cant i get in the front seat??
2021.11.29 02:36 4GrEEnHoUSez KARISU MAKISE Glass Ornament
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2021.11.29 02:36 ctphoenix Hi