2021.10.18 05:51 Ok-Elderberry-7615 Why did it say defeat and give defeated rewards?
2021.10.18 05:51 BadiiiiDea Just want to rant a little.
I haven't posted on here in 4 years. I was hoping I wouldn't be here again but I just want to get some stuff off my chest. This last year and 10 months has sucked so bad. I got away from sales jobs about 3 years ago and was In a better place in life. I started traveling for work and got in with an amazing company. Everything was going great. Covid came along. I stayed with my company until about Feb of 2020. We all got laid off thinking it was temporary. Spent the year having a decent time with the family. Things started to get tight financially. Over the past 22 months it has drained us. We have had our vehicles break. We have had illness. I had 2 major surgeries without insurance. My shoulder (rotary cuff) and knee (Meniscus and ACL). After about a year of not finding work and living off savings it just all went to shit. We have two children. Boy,13 and girl 15. We have tried to cut back on so many things to the point of everyone is miserable in our house and beg us to go do things. I can't afford anything atm. My wives small suv is up for repo and I don't want them to come get it. We have exhausted all means with deferments and holding it with a check by phone. My vehicle which is much older is in need of much repair. I haven't sit down with my wife in some time to explain this because I want them to be happy. Been trying to float by for a while. Feb of this year I got a job. The pay sucks and is absolutely destroying my body. Its gotten so bad I can barely walk when I get home after working 12-14 hours. I also have a part time job that has me on call all night and get very little sleep some days. I have family and friends that try to help us but there is only so much they can do. I'm at the end of my stick here. If I think about it, my heart honestly hurts and I have a massive pit in my stomach. My wife noticed in some photos of us recently at little events with the kids or w/e it may be that I look terrible. I'm not my happy self and don't have much to say anymore. I want to give them the world and refuse to see them unhappy. I sacrificed so much that my wife was looking at my clothes and they are in shambles. I have one pair of shoes, my work boots are falling apart but I tell her not to worry. I still don't have insurance and my stupid self signed a financial contract (idk if thats the right term) for the kids to have braces. (also they are my step kids, I should have mentioned that before). Their actual father refuses to help us. He will buy racecars and new trucks. He will not help us with clothes or food. He makes great money but due to covid they take forever to review his child support. He is paying the bare minimum from when he was unemployed 2 years ago. I'm so tired physically. I don't want to go to work. I try to be mister tough guy and keep going. If I lose her car I will not be able to get it back for a long time. I can barely afford food and other necessities with everything going up in price so much. Gas is absolutely killing me. I raised our credit score before all of this and was looking at buying a house. Now my credit looks like shit because I have to pick and choose what to pay every week. I sold many of my things I worked so hard for just to pay things. I bought the children a go cart and cried after I sold it. I was so dissapointed and they didn't understand what I was doing. I've sold my xbox, all my collection of old coins, tools, tvs. I even sold my steam account with my games on it which crushed me. I even sold my hunting rifle which is a huge passion of mine. I know I can buy theses things back one day but fuck me. I'm so broken and have no one to explain this too. All my friends are so caught up in there own lives I don't want to burden them with it. I've lost weight due to all this stress and scared I'm just gonna stroke the fuck out one morning.
If there is run-on sentences and misspelled works please forgive me. I'm just wanting to type this out and hope it helps with my anxiety.
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2021.10.18 05:51 CEDoromal I can't believe I'm crossposting a meme from r/me_irl
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2021.10.18 05:51 lulzbears car meme
2021.10.18 05:51 X7VU when to go to hospital for anemia symptoms?
I was diagnosed with anemia, myalgia and hypothyroidism not too long ago. but my anemia symptoms are getting incredibly bad. Im out of breathe more often, finding myself too out of breathe to speak. Im having a hard time walking. my legs almost feel like they are locking up on me. dont know whats wrong with it but its causing a bit of a limp, i just cant really move them. i dunno if its lack of energy or too hurt muscles. the only doctor i am able to see, as all others are not in walking distance, has me scheduled to see me for this 2 weeks from now. I am on no medications. My anemia was found not to be vitamin deficient, but more likely chronic. iron levels were a little abnormal, but not a whole lot. im also losing a lot of weight really really quick, besides never being able to lose anything in my life. maybe 2 weeks ago I was 125. im now 115 and have actually been eating more than regular. tested on 2 scales so i think its accurate. ive been to tired or weak to workout.
im mostly afraid im going to lose my breathe really bad, or start falling over from my legs giving out. i cant really stand up right, my knees are bending slightly no matter how hard i try to straighten them.
im female, 5'4.5, 18Y/o, 115lbs, in the usa. should i just wait to see my doctor in 2 weeks, or is what i described something that shouldnt wait.
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2021.10.18 05:51 Swimming_Ambition872 I have been seeing hate for Jack Kirby art because of people slandering MCU ETERNALS movie and no both sides are wrong Kirby' is one of the best artist in comics and his art still looks amazing even after decades and no one has the right to slander Kirby. The Eternals (1976)
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2021.10.18 05:51 fortunatesyrup Did anyone else lose their entire life very quickly?
My life was lackluster before I met him to begin with and he quickly stole the few things I had left. Staring at the same walls everyday all these years doing absolutely nothing makes me sick. It’s pathetic that I get excited to go to a doctor appointment or to pick something up like food on the rare occasions he allows me to. If I have any extra stops because I need or forget something, I get chewed out. I don’t have friends. I find myself reaching out to my crappy family because I’m so crushingly lonely. I’m not allowed to have social media. I’m not even allowed to converse with people on online games. This has made my social anxiety and agoraphobia paralyzing. No makeup outside the house, I get interrogated if I paint my nails so I stopped that. No more piercings or tattoos, he’s tried to get me to take out my current piercings and has caused huge fights if I buy new jewelry. I wear nothing but jeans and t-shirts because apparently otherwise I’m a whore. Can’t even wear knee length shorts or anything other than regular short sleeves and round necks. I have to go to bed as the same time as him every night. No naps, even if I’m sick. I could go on and on. Nothing is about me, ever. Not about how I feel, what I need, what makes me happy or comfortable. It’s like my existence is to solely please him. I wouldn’t know who I am without him telling me what to do anymore. I’m afraid what will happen if his grasp ever gets tighter, he talks about marriage and children often lately. I’m just entering my twenties in the first place and I don’t want myself anymore trapped.
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2021.10.18 05:51 SimpleMoney2538 [36/F] Looking for long term friendships and pleasant conversations in Florida.
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If you're in the same pursuit, read on to see if anything piques your interest
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2021.10.18 05:51 BulletCola Based on that one post of potential Furry skins, which of these Champions I chose, would you pick if you have to?
Basically the one that included Lux as a Cat and Yasuo as a Wolf.
I know, a good amount of people don't like the idea of it, but I personally do, I usually like the style of Animals in more humanoid forms as a concept.
I mean, I guess playing Sly Cooper made me enjoy it for what it is.
If the skinline idea where to come to fruition, that can also mean more champions (Ones mainly more closer to human, and not Vastayan for my poll (Since I feel like thats too obvious of a pick)) would have them as well.
So I chose some based on what I think may fit, so what do you think if you have to pick at least one?
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2021.10.18 05:51 viciouslust "Ana 1v1 noob?"
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2021.10.18 05:51 justaredditlurker76 Favorite Npc's
So far, my favorite Npc's have been Raz and Za'ji. The dialog they have is just so good and comedic with a mischievous undertone which just adds to their character. That's it. I just wanted to let people know my thoughts.
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2021.10.18 05:51 HoloT-HC Finally proof Mooch gets pussy
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2021.10.18 05:51 Blame54321YT inktober day 17
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2021.10.18 05:51 Micateam General Production Rate-ups & HOC Rate-ups for Halloween
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To celebrate Halloween, we will be having a series of general production rate-ups and HOC rate-ups starting Oct. 23rd! Please refer to the picture below for more details!
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2021.10.18 05:51 JordyTheJew Became an affiliate on Twitch, for my channel points I made this inspired coin.
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2021.10.18 05:51 Bardis-Skilly If you were the captain of a starship where is the first place you would visit and why?
2021.10.18 05:51 spentshoes Seat Concepts Seat?
Anybody have one of these? Just curious if it's a significant improvement over the stock seat. I can't ride for more than 2hrs before my ass is on FIRE and I need to do something about it... 😂
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2021.10.18 05:51 Haru-mx Hi guys, anyone knows what spider is this? I'm in Toluca México
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2021.10.18 05:51 rapeerap Finally got lucky last night! Took 2 weeks to farm, 3-4 hrs per day. :D
2021.10.18 05:51 SteveWax022 What does pepper spray taste like?
2021.10.18 05:51 wilwil000 lucky? I just got aizawa in my 3 try and tokoyami in 8 lol
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2021.10.18 05:51 No_way_around at this point, is it fair to accept that CO VID is going away slowly and people can go back to normal? why?
2021.10.18 05:51 CelebrationMost9511 As a Plat-Dia 'fill' player, I find ADC to be the most reliable role to climb with, and here's why
It's because of what I'd call the trust factor.
Basically, the moment you queue into your ranked game and placed into a team, you're slotted in a spot of 5 that could've went to someone else. You have 4 random teammates, who queued for their roles or got auto-filled.
As a fill player, I've played with teammates in every role. I've let those slots go to people who main that role and played another one. The thing is, if we didn't count auto-filled players (which everyone can agree an auto-filled jungle is the worst case scenario), out of all players up to Diamond who main one role, AD carries are on average the worst (It gets better the higher you climb) from my (anecdotal) experience
If your jungle isn't auto-filled, they probably know how to win games. The same applies to your mid and top. Granted, they won't necessarily win their lanes and not int, but it's more than likely have won games on their role and champions before and have some sort. The same applies to your support, whose gameplan is mostly 'uhh trade in lane ward and roam' but I cannot say the same for bot laners.
Every time I queue fill and get support or jungle or whatever, my bot laner is the one I'm most anxious about. They are by far the most hit or miss players who main one role up to Diamond elo. And when I play as ADC, all I have to do is be a reliable source of damage in team fights. I don't need to play super carry champions, I just have to position well, build good items and basic attack the enemy frontline. My bot winrate is the highest out of all my roles, and it's all because I'm a 'trustworthy' adcarry. I do my job, without anything flashy. I might lose lane vs great ADC mains, but being honest, the majority of them.. aren't. And even if so, you will be shocked at the amount of win-lane botlaners who don't do their jobs come mid game.
That's what all of this culminates to, really. Most bot mains up to Diamond have a poor understanding of what their job is, and thus has the smallest trust factor out of all matchmade team members. Hence, by taking the role of the bot lane carry yourself and being trustworthy you significantly increase your chances of winning.
Not my intention to flame ADCs or anything, just giving some end-of-year observations from my climb this season.
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